I still feel fat

I have so far to go people. I looked at all the pictures from Christmas and although I am smaller than previous pictures I am still the fat one in all of them. It is motivating, it makes me want to work hard. I feel good at the moment cause I just worked out for almost 2 hours. But I didn't get a work out in this weekend even though it was a gorgeous day on Saturday. I wanted to go jog so badly but we were having a family Christmas so I didn't get to.  Well I need to get some rest, Ruby is sick again so I expect to be up half the night again. Keep me in your prayers, I can't do this alone. Over Christmas I got so many compliments and it made me feel great. I have to keep going and not give up, I need to work harder.