My Progress
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
I just can't do it!!
Ok people, I am so sick of feeling like crap! I seriously ache everywhere, I can't breathe out of my nose, my throat is killing me, my ears itch, and my head feels as if it might explode! On top of all that Ruby is sick again, which is miserable for both of us, I started watching Irelynn this week and have to get up at 6 am, so I am exhausted. Once I am finally over this cold or flu or whatever it is I can get back into a rhythm. I didn't work out yesterday, I was going to work out tonight cause Ruby went to sleep at 8:00 but I can hardly move and I can barely keep my eyes open, I am going to bed right after this, then as long as I am feeling better tomorrow I am going to exercise twice, I have to make up for it. I feel so guilty and so fat when I don't work out but I am not quitting, aren't I allowed a break when I am feeling this terrible? I hate this season, not Christmas, I love that, but my family always gets sick now. I can't seem to find a pill that makes the pain go away and I dread trying to get a dr's appt and dragging the kids out in the cold just to run to the doctor and then end up getting told there is nothing they can do for it. Hopefully my parents or in-laws can help me out this weekend and give me a few breaks from the kids. I have decided that I can't just run to walmart with the kids this time of year, it is freezing so we have to get all bundled up, into the car, out of the car, un-bundle ourselves, shop, bundle back up, run through the freezing parking lot, back into the car, into the house and un-bundle again. Way too much work. I plan on doing my shopping when I can get someone to watch them. Ok now I am going to bed, love you all and I hope no one feels as crappy as I do.
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hope you feel better!!
Ugh! I know how you feel, um, not about the bundle up part, we don't have to do much of that here in FL, but about the feeling like crap part. My ears have been bothering me too. I have gone to the DR. twice now, and they still can't seem to fix them. I feel like I have an ear infection, but they say I don't. Whatever. Anyway, back to you... Yes! YOu are allowed a break! Dont feel guilty, but at the same time, don't let a break mess up your good momentum of working out. Once you stop for a while, it is so hard to get back into it. Well, its been almost 2 weeks since you wrote this post, I hope you and sweet little Ruby are feeling better.
I am so proud of you Emily! You are doing this the good ol' way of losing weight. It is much better and healthier. You feel good now, I know, but you will feel great- both physically and mentally when you reach your goal! YOu are almost there! If you keep it up as good as you have been doing you will get there by summer!
Well, I think that is enough from me. Love you!~ Meg
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