I just can't do it!!

Ok people, I am so sick of feeling like crap! I seriously ache everywhere, I can't breathe out of my nose, my throat is killing me, my ears itch, and my head feels as if it might explode! On top of all that Ruby is sick again, which is miserable for both of us, I started watching Irelynn this week and have to get up at 6 am, so I am exhausted. Once I am finally over this cold or flu or whatever it is I can get back into a rhythm. I didn't work out yesterday, I was going to work out tonight cause Ruby went to sleep at 8:00 but I can hardly move and I can barely keep my eyes open, I am going to bed right after this, then as long as I am feeling better tomorrow I am going to exercise twice, I have to make up for it. I feel so guilty and so fat when I don't work out but I am not quitting, aren't I allowed a break when I am feeling this terrible? I hate this season, not Christmas, I love that, but my family always gets sick now. I can't seem to find a pill that makes the pain go away and I dread trying to get a dr's appt and dragging the kids out in the cold just to run to the doctor and then end up getting told there is nothing they can do for it. Hopefully my parents or in-laws can help me out this weekend and give me a few breaks from the kids. I have decided that I can't just run to walmart with the kids this time of year, it is freezing so we have to get all bundled up, into the car, out of the car, un-bundle ourselves, shop, bundle back up, run through the freezing parking lot, back into the car, into the house and un-bundle again. Way too much work. I plan on doing my shopping when I can get someone to watch them. Ok now I am going to bed, love you all and I hope no one feels as crappy as I do.